As you've probably guessed, I've been reading that Eric Berne book a lot again. Thankyou ever so much for it! *manyhugs*. You're a wonderful friend, eve. And I had'nt noticed I was scared, but now you point it out - Yes.... I was very scared. I'm less scared now, but I think you mamged to get things very correct. I'm not *upset*, I've just been scared of what may happen to certain people I *love* (and there are many more of those than I'll ever let on to anyone....), and the consequences fill me with dread at times. Like this last week, I'm a little scared thing, hoping that what I fear will just go away. The thing I fear has not gone away, I've just faced the fear and mastered it. Maybe thats better that way?
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Date: 2002-05-23 04:47 pm (UTC)And I had'nt noticed I was scared, but now you point it out - Yes.... I was very scared. I'm less scared now, but I think you mamged to get things very correct. I'm not *upset*, I've just been scared of what may happen to certain people I *love* (and there are many more of those than I'll ever let on to anyone....), and the consequences fill me with dread at times. Like this last week, I'm a little scared thing, hoping that what I fear will just go away. The thing I fear has not gone away, I've just faced the fear and mastered it. Maybe thats better that way?